waiting for you here.

MY FRIDAY NIGHT

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 04:29:57 GMT

Michlle ma belle
These are words that go together well,
My Michelle,
Michelle ma belle,
Sont les Mots qui vont trÈs bien ensemble
Tres bien ensemble.
I love you, I love you, I love you,
That’s all I want to say,
Until I find a way,
I will say the only words I know that you’ll understand.
Michelle ma belle,
Sont les Mots qui vont trÈs bien ensemble
Tres bien ensemble.
I need to, I need to, I need to,
I need to make you see,
Oh what you mean to me,
Until I do I’m hoping you will know what I mean.
I love you.
I want you, I want you, I want you,
I think you know bt now,
I’ll get you somehow,
Until I do I’m telling you so you’ll understand.
Michelle ma belle,
Sont les Mots qui vont trÈs bien ensemble
Tres bien ensemble.
I will say the only words I know that you’ll understand,
My Michelle.

<3 <3 <3 <3
I've fallen for my roomate

hhaha goo Beatles. Michelle has inspired my Ling paper...find a song w/ 2 diff languages

goo college, we spend our friday nights coughing up sickness and doing homework tipsy1! : )

oh dear god, whoever enrolled emily in college?

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 01:53:14 GMT

so its 8:51 on friday night

i think i've been gone since around 5:30

I pretty much LOVE my pledge family...plege grandma..quite the drunk, i guess it runs in the family

and I've been pretty much adopted by a kappa, well grandmas best friend, shes great

and i just ate hte bst pita pit ever

i wish korloyv wasnt sucha girl

and that I didnt have a paper due at 12:00 eeeek sober up em , sober up!!!

wish me luck

oh take me back to the start....

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 02:20:35 GMT

tws740: do u member last night when tako knocked in the door ahhaha

^ my weekend. haha crazy boys. Sooo good to see familiar faces again tho.

makes me miss.

living the colllege life

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 21:37:57 GMT

So we just got awesome Death Cab tickets : ) October 13, can't wait!!! Much thanks to Ryan and Casey.

and I talked to a boy today who is working back stage at the concert, that might lead to some potential!!! Maybe some autographs? pictures? Can't wait

School is crazy. Love it.

Love the late, late talks with Shell, probably best roommate ever. We have some deep-felt heart to hearts and some crazy, facebooking stalking goodtimes, while Shell jumps around in delirium as a squirrel....she's so weird, I know.

Stick it to me Tuesday pokey-sticks at 2:00 in the morning on Tuesdays thanks to our neighbor who I swear never sleeps, Mr Dave Nice. and he totally deserves his last name.

Random secret admiring notes to the boys down the hall at 3:00 in the morning. Who, silly me, he returned the jar to me today because it had my name on it, ya i'm dumb. haha.

I do miss sleep tho, not gonna lie.

Weekends filled with wish I could remembers. haha. So much fun.

and I get to see my friends and Douglas :) this weekend!! Can't wait

and p.s. I'm an alpha-gamma delta : )
hot damn, alpha gams!!
go us, our mascot is the squirrel, how funny.

(my first) rainy day in champaign

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 03:35:05 GMT

Soo I love my school.

Just absolutely love it here.
Soo much to do, soo many new people to meet. It never gets old. Granted, it does suck not to have your closest and most dearest friends at your side (miss you), but at the same time you get to meet a ton of amazing people. Like today, great day, woke up around 9ish, threw on the clothes I wore yesterday ( ya I'm a scum ) at some breakfast...food isnt wonderful, but we get by, class at 10, Spanish teacher is the cutest thing, she is like straight from spain and has the cutest shoes, back at bromley by 11. Get all my laundry down and some hw, have the entire day to do nothing. Rained the whole day. Shell and I watched boys play fball in the rain at frat park from our window while listening to some Pearl Jam. Do some more homework for classes that I love. Go to dinner with my amazing rush group at this incredible restaurant. Shared an umbrella on the walk home w/ a complete stranger. Watched the O.C. with the coolest guys I just happened to meet (this one kid is a bigger fanactic than I am , I know hard to believe) and it turns out he loves Death Cab so he said he would sleep outside the ticket place just to get us front row seats (cant wait). Met some other kids on their floor. 3 cool girls next door, painted fingernails excitedly for rush tomorrow and then later ordered some cookies for delivery ( ya, its awesome, there so fresh when you get them..mmm.. soo good , its a bad habit). Soo it's great. If it weren't raining I'd go out, but still staying in can be soo much fun when your surrounded by hundreds of your peers. But I really should do some homework.

school

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 05:30:14 GMT

Soo

I love U of I , parties are insane, soo many people, soo many places, plus there is soo much to do and see. Shell is an awesome roommate, and my floor is pretty great. We have the best neighbors ever,I love his friends. Total independence here, which I love. The only setback is missing my friends. First week, I'm still meeting people, but it's not the same as having Christina, Shell, Grant, Peter, Chris, Heather, etc. in every class. I see and meet different faces everyday, which is great, but at the same time soo lonely. I'm tired of the same conversation I seem to have with everyone...the basic hi, where are you from, where are you staying, whats your major blah.

I miss laughing with my friends.

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 17:37:51 GMT

I was never very good with goodbyes.

one week

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 16:44:28 GMT

Last night Christina threw her going away party. omg, out of control. My friends forced me to pace myself, so I was rather bored, but I'm learning from my mistakes which is good. Thanks to my caring friends. So it was good time. We got tipsy, decided to change and Amanda dolled me up. haha. fun, fun. Then people started to show up and just didn't stop. There were soo many people there, it was insane. Like couldn't breathe, or move, jam-packed. Nice to see some old faces, but I was soo out of it I couldn't really find words to speak. Then more people just kept coming, next thing I know Christina's like million dollar glass kitchen table is crashing to the floor, drunk Tracy breaks her ankle, spills everywhere, shattered glass all over the kitchen and on top of that food. What a mess. I felt sooo terrible for Christina and her amazing parents. Everyone's mouths just dropped. So that kind of ruined the mood for me. I just got soo pissed at everyone's drunken reckless, people that I know weren't even invited.
The remainder of the night I talked to Kyle on the steps, or was hugging Emily. Mostly talked about how we didn't know half the people there. I ended up leaving pretty early with Chris and Toy. I don't know what it was. With all the people there I had been dying to see, I just couldn't bring myself to have a good time. Maybe it was the drinking slow that got me.
And today I'm mad at myself for not talking to soo many people that were there. I don't know what was wrong with me last night, but now I'm definitely feeling some regret. I forget that in a week I'm gone. Am I going to see these kids before then?!

Danny left today. I miss him already. Just the little things, like he is not around to ask my random questions to this morning. i wanted to borrow a cd, but I can't when he's not here. Silly, drunk me didn't even say goodbye last night and he was already gone this morning. I'm kicking myself for it. Good thing Bloomington is like 45 minutes away.

But it's crazy thinking, I leave in 7 days, will Danny and I ever live together again? I know will keep in touch, but it's just not the same.

ohhh man... today is shaping up to be another rainy day. How fitting.

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 06:27:03 GMT

Yesterday (aug 7) was national friendship day.

and I completely forgot
...talk about being a terrible friend.

I love you guys if that makes up for it at all.

What a terrible weekend, huh?

12 days = no more parents

i don't think it will come soon enough

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 03:22:36 GMT

I MISS MY FRIENDS

summer feels like one big blahhh of nothingness

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 05:50:24 GMT

Since I've been home from ozarks I can't really think of anything that has set apart one single day of my life since to write about. Looking back I can't even remember how I spent my time. Some wild summer, huh?

Let's see...Laguna Beach season one came out on dvd...I'm glad I have that to exclamate my summer. How sad when we can find soo much excitement and looking forward to from a single tv reality show, watching others live. oh well. So a few of us re-lived our favorite laguna episodes in fuzz's basement the night I got back. It was nice all being together again for once. Even Toya made it out for a few hours before she had to retire for her early morning job.

work, work, work

Friday Fuzz's again...the night went something like.........
woke up the next morning wishing I could remember more.

Had to skip out on Warped Tour because some of us work. Work was pointless, way to cold to swim, and no one came. I left after about 2 hours and some free pizza. Complete waste of time.
Kyle's grad party that night.

Sunday went to Douglas', got a sweet tour of Granville, then watched Anchorman for about the 7th time this month. Each time it's better and better. I might just have the entire movie down by now.

Monday...Laguna premiere. There was a huge turnout at Fuzz's for the show. Laguna has become the one thing we have to dwell on this summer...pathetic, maybe? Shell and I then rode bikes in the lightening and had major discussions of our dorm. monday we also got some nice rain, soo work was canceled. Shell and I ate some ice cream and dorm room shopped with our eyes. We are getting way to over-anxious for schoool.

Tuesday...more rain, less work. Watched the Notebook with my Grandma. Then Shell, Toy, Douglas, and me wnet to see Wedding Crashers for the second time. Even better. And I got a double dose of rachel mcadams that day...notebook then wedding crashers. She's turned into a favorite. BYOB night too, that's right, we had a 10gallon or soo bucket, compliments of douglas. I'm afraid much of it was wasted in the parking lot after.

Wednesday...more work, freezing outside, but people continue to swim as I sit there in my hoodie and legs wrapped up tightly in a towel. whatever. I played mom and took care of little sister, as we went to mickeys for some dinner. Douglas came over and we argued over different music videos. Stayed up wayy to late and I missed my ortho the following morning.

Thursday...dead tired. Wasted good portion of the day being absolutely lazy and eating skittles lol. Worked a little, ate some ice cream with my sister and watched the little black book...awful, awful movie. I hated it! ugh. so disappointed with brittany murphy. Now i'm tired, but restless and can't bring myself to sleep.

This entry was entirely just a nonsense recount of my past days. Pretty much a calender of events. a complete waste of time for anyone to read.

I feel so worried that my summer has been a complete waste of time. I've accomplished nothing. I'm still on Harry Potter 4. There's soo much left to do, and I feel like there is no time left, but at the same time I can't help but feel like I'm wasting days away. this sucks.

weekend at the lake

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 23:42:53 GMT

Well I just got home today from Lake of the Ozarks, Missouri and I don't think I like being back. I wish I could be anywhere but here this summer. Work blows. There is never ever anything to do. But then again, I think I would miss my friends wayy to much and couldn't possibly spend any more time away. So being home definitely maintains its advantages.

We left Thursday and I spent the last 5 days catching up with my entire family. I sure miss our huge family reunions at the lake every summer. Just about everyone made it. The weather was perfect. Spent everyday racing on sea-doo's, tubing, boat rides to party cove, sunbathing at the pool or just floating in the water. Anchorman just always happened to be on so the entire weekend we would quote random lines whenever we felt the need ...'baxter, you know i dont speak spanish' and 'hi-ohh' became a very common expression. My cousin and I got our kicks from disgusting men that would try and pick us up at the marina pump. You wouldn't believe the kind of people you can meet on the lake. Me and my other underage cousin tried desperately to get served at bars with nno such luck. Good laughs.

The nights were filled with more boat rides, but also more drinking, grilling out and making smores. True summer behavior.

The atmosphere there is just perfect too. The houses are tucked away by trees, surrounded by deck patios and cintronella candles. Everyone is sunkissed from spending the day in the sun. Soo buggy outside, but extremely cold air conditioning as soon as you step inside, perfect sleeping weather. Everybody just lives to be outside. I love it.

We went and saw Wedding Crashers..... soooo funny! You gotta see it. And Rachel McAdams is absolutely adorable.

I even got to see Craig (cancun) tooo!!! Even if it was for a split second. That was my only let-down for the weekend. He was soo busy in Jefferson City he only made it down for one night. I still got to see him though and got some hugs so I guess I can't complain.

Can you believe Tropical Storm Emily?! I can't believe its' hit cancun. My one true love. I'm flattered to share a name with a storm but I can't believe anything by the name of 'emily' would act in such a way. lol. As if I didn't tear Cancun up enough in June, now my tropical storm has got to do it. lol. im sucha dork.

I'll be moving my stuff down to college in less than a month!! Can you believe it!?

Ohh... and Nicole, if you ever read this, I ran into a boy from Washington in the Ozarks. He was your age, but I completely forget his name. I thought of you though!!

....I wish the world was flat like the old days, so I could travel just by folding a map....

my month of july

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 00:28:51 GMT

Sooo it seems I never have much to write about anymore. I work allll the time it seems. holding down 3 jobs is not easy. lol. Even tho I shouldnt complain because getting paid to sunbathe can't be that bad of a job...even tho skin cancer is likely on the way. But who doesn't love a golden tan? lol. I'm sure it outweighs the consequences too come.

As of lately, things have been pretty dull. 4th of July was fun. Once again drank too much and wish I could remember more of my night. Tuesday I got sick with conjunctivitis. Ya, wasn't tooo fun. My eyes were crusted shut... it's soo gross, I know. Imagine how I felt. Soo I spent last week being a hermit. This weekend we went to Cab's on Saturday. Fun time. Wish more friends would have been there.

Then back to work Sunday and that's pretty much my life. Michelle's friend was home from Iowa, she went by the great name of 'emily' lol. She was pretty cool. Monday night we went to Shell's and watched 'hitch', surprisingly good. I love Will Smith, the fresh prince, and probably always will. He won a special place in my heart ever since fresh prince and getting jiggy wit it. lol. i'm sucha dork. Work again on Tuesday. The weather promises for rain, but we never see it! thanks. So each day I go to work with high hopes, only to be let down. Tuesday night me and Douglas just pretty much wasted away doing absolutely nothing. I've become sucha bum.

Tonight I'm packing!! Lake of the Ozarks here I come!!! This is like a second home to me. Entire family reunion. I can't remember the last time we were all together. We use to go every summer since I can remember, and then things just got soo busy that we never made it. Soo this trip is highly anticpated. I just can't wait to see soooo many faces : ) lol See you soon!

finally starting to feel like summer

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 22:53:08 GMT

So I'm finally working again. But this time at Peru. I'm liking it. hate swim lessons... ugh

last night was the fireworks. Nothing says summer better than fireworks, gotta love 'em.

Then the boys pretty much ditched us for four star (thanks) so us girls hung out, caught up on the weekend. good times. I hate to see this summer end, even though I'm dying for school to start.

sailing.....it takes me away

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 03:25:51 GMT

So it is Friday night....we are sailing in Fuzz's basement. Its an awesome 5 some...I am the odd number. but they that's cool, i'm over it. i says. sooooo summer sucks here...who wants to go ba ck to cancun!!?! i do . raise your hand. mine is in the air. soo yes

sailing in fuzz's basement. w/ the captain. I have fallen overboard. yes. im rambly. blah blah. we are all going to get laughs at this entry tomorrow when i sober up. omg.

Um....sooo I might start working next summer. make some money and waht not. not a bad idea.

I can't wait for school to start in the fall? does that make me a nerd. it's not the learning aspect that gets me....even tho i did get every class i wanted... can you say global studies? ya i thought so . I'm interested. not gonna lie. the classes caught me. but plus all the people I'm going to meet. living on my own. I'm so ready for it. I can't wait. I love it here but i'm dying for a change. and the las dean has an accent....ughh.. heartthrob. I need to get away.

sooo yse..... everyone become a friend on my space. I'm new to the whole thing and not very good w/ it.
but it's addicting.
thank goodness for christina becasue she set up this livejournal for me plus my space. thank the world for her. I heart my friends. what will i do in the fall? it makes me sooo sad. We are having so much fun now, i hate to pass them up. I know i will meet new people, but I still want to hold my 4 friends closest in my heart. I love you guys,.....

being home makes me sad. I'm still depressed over cancun. I"m sucha lsoer. but pelase. if you had a vacation there... open bars + cool european guys + no worries cuz your drunk for 7 days straight = best time of your life. living here just doesnt cut it. but hey.... let's all hang out.

Bottom's up!

love you friends

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 00:26:33 GMT

Did I mention CHRISTINA INCIONG is a goddess

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 07:25:01 GMT

a big thank you to cm

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 06:15:45 GMT

http://www.myspace.com/mle437

you wish you kneww...

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 00:41:28 GMT

Soo Cancun was probably the best time I will have all summer.... 7 days of open bars, sun, sand, and fun.

ohh and we met STEPHEN and DIETER from laguana beach!!! I got to KISS (on the cheek) them both!! :)
one of these days I'll learn how to post pictures on here.

We met a lot of really cool people. People from all over...preps from south carolina all the way to blokes from manchester (england that is).

Danced on some bars, won a few wet t-shirt contests (joke...soo kidding), rode a banana boat, foam partied it up.....it was quite the trip
and that's just the surface
....what happens in cancun , stays in cancun :)

life here just doesn't cut it anymore

as reality slowly sinks in...

Mon, 30 May 2005 22:15:26 GMT

"As life changes go, it's really, really big. If you're my dad, you say, 'Hey. You'll see each other at Thanksgiving.' But if you're me, you realize that life as we've known it is over. Our shared childhood is ending. Maybe we'll never live at home again. Maybe we'll never all live in the same place again. We're headed off to start our real lives. To me that is awe-inspiring, but it is also the single scariest thought in the world."

summer time:)

Sun, 15 May 2005 18:41:56 GMT

...as we go on, we remember, all the times we spent together, and as our lives change, come whatever, we willl stil be, friends forever...

-ohh vitamin C, she said that soo well ^

So highschool is over. Another chapter of my life closed. I will miss it terribly. Great friends, great times, great people all around. It hasn't really hit me yet that it's all over. St. Bede does not belong to me anymore.

Well, we started celebrating the end of our high school careers Friday night. lol. pretty nuts. I told Jenny she was a sexy bitch. Christina has to have the greatest parents. much love to them :)
Some bad decisions made on my part. A little too much to drink and I let the night get away from me. Something in me wanted to conquer an entire bottle of uv...bad idea em.

So I woke up Saturday morning, still tipsy, and way out of it. I took a beating Friday night. I guess I fell off Kory's chair and now I have a neverending headache plus a bruished collar bone. ouch. I happened to lose my phone, hat, and car all in one night too. lol. my parents made so much fun out of me.
I spent the rest of the day pretty sick.

Mia's graduation party...two words - michael anderoni :0 lol.
wasnt planning on drinking, but janko can pretty much sway me into anything, especially a drink. lol. so we played some fun game, but that didnt last too long, and ended up drinking more than planned. Fun time though. Mia's mom is hilarious!!

Honor's banquet tonight and I have nothing to wear. So tired of playing dress up. I should probably find something to wear to graduation. And probably get a job too. and take placement test and this list never ends, I swear, even with school done I feel like I have way to much to still do. Mexico will not come soon enough!!!!

Where is the sun?

Sun, 15 May 2005 18:14:28 GMT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

what happened to spring?

Sun, 01 May 2005 23:47:00 GMT

So it's freezing outside and its May 1st. :/ This weather kills me, and now it's finally time to wear capri's to school. I wish I was back in Florida in a tank top.

Finally got my prom dress today!!! I figured, 'hey, it's this week, maybe I should do that' Got jewelery, garder, shoes everything taken care of so I feel like a huge burden has been lifted. Now if I knew what to do with my hair that would be perfect...
can't wait though, prom should be great!

Lately, it seems we have been spending a lot of time at Fuzz's. Monday we went sailing. Friday we watched 'closer'....sooo weird, but I still liked it. Damien Rice "The Blower's Daughter" is a must download.

Last night was the auction. It was a good time. I think being there outweighed the pain my feet were causing me. It was fun seeing everybody dressed up. Felt almost like a black and white affair in the oc. haha joke. we're as far from the oc as you can get.

after we changed and our feet sighed with relief. picked up shell's cousin, derron, showed him the town (meaning four star). hung out there for awhile. talked to douglas for way to long in Fuzz's driveway and now im dead tired and have some Hamlet to do plus chorus concert (last one, tg)

one week of school to go :0

hmm... a quick recap on 4/20 because thats all i have time for

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 02:49:15 GMT

Last week...went to a tennis match

Friday...Ingram Hill concert! complete disappointment.
justin's frat afterwards never lets me down.
me and ya ( new to the game) vs. wesleyan fball team in a game of beiurut.
we lost.

Saturday...Fuzz, Shell and me got lost trying to go shoppping. Found our way. Shopped for a ridicously short hour...and lost ourselves again. Got home way to late and tired from our mishap. Douglas, Danny, and me watched Finding Neverland.

Sunday...hhmm... wasted the pretty day we had...rotary dinner...yyuck

Monday....baked some food at Fuzz's for our bake sale.
Fuzz later this week forgets to bring the food we made to the bake sale.

Tuesday...take the day off of school. MAROON 5 CONCERT ... AMAZING !

Wednesday... go 4/20. It was quite the holiday.

can't wait to close my eyes

april showers bring may flowers

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 23:17:18 GMT

I love rain showers in the spring/ summer. I love falling asleep to the rain.

This week has been such a drag. I can't believe it's only Tuesday! ugh. and right now my allergies are kicking my ass...pretty miserable.
The concert Sunday was soo much fun! The Format didn't play "give it up" - my favorite song and Jimmy Eat World didn't play "here you me"- another favorite. regardless, it was a fun time. I didn't realize how much I really do like Jimmy Eat World. and tbs. I completely overlooked those two. fun time. got home way to late though and so I started this week off with zero sleep. ahh well. and kyle loveland found us and talked to us. haven't talked to him in forever....we made plans to go visit there next weekend. can't wait. I'm so excited for next year.
ohh and shell and I also decided to rush next year. fingers crossed.

Spirits are pretty low this week. Not much excitement. Maybe its the weather...weary dismals.
Friday = Ingram Hill ( if all goes well )...can't wait :)

p.s. jambo's still alive